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Tomorrow when the clock strike 6.15am I will be leaving for Cameron Highlands with CK and two more friends. I don’t seems to be excited at all. In fact, I am lazy to go anywhere but it is better to go out for a trip rather than stay confined inside the house, in solitary.

Of course it has to depend on the company that you are going along with. Not to say that CK and the rest are bad but rather I personally have different feelings to go about it. I am a little bit of feeling mellow lately but I will not spoil their trip by being the only one that being grumpy. After all, it was out of courtesy CK invited me along for his Cameron trip. Thus I am glad to have him around to cheer me up. Now, that’s what friends are for.

I guess I will bring a book or maybe two along this trip. Should be taking some photos during the trip. I’ve borrowed a camera from my buddy, Tony. Hope that I can do some nice shots since it has been a while I indulged in photo shooting. Ever since the birth of digital camera, I ended up leave it for the others to do the shooting since most of my friends got digital camera except me of course. I still rely on my good old camera – yes! the one with film.

Last night I never felt that blue, that I ended up ransacking my store to look for my security blanket. It has been around for the past 26 years and it won’t go anywhere soon. Call me sissy or what.. but I am being sentimental over here. It has been few years since I last took him out for a talk. He was my comforter for my growing up years. In fact, I ended up with my security blanket each time I quarreled with my parents or feeling sad.

I called him “the red blanket” because he suppose to be red in color. If I was so emo to that extend that I needed my childhood friend – the red blanket, then the reason for me being emo is very serious. I came to realize that this morning. This is due to the fact that my red blanket has been kept away for a very long long time. It brings back memories and reminds me the nights I filled the red blanket with tears.

Contemplating I am for the emotions that runs through me now. Mixed feelings. That is definite. Feels like a fish in a troubled water now.

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Dewey

It took me about 7-8 hours ordeal to finish a book. Doesn’t know what came over me that I decided to drive down to the MPH Alpha Angle to look for this title. Dewey: The Small-Town Library Cat Who Touched the World

Along the story of Dewey Readmore Books, it consists of the author Vicki Myron experiences in life dealing with alcoholic husband, the breast cancer and being a singlehood mother. Most of the time, the author had to deal with losses in life which involves her two brothers.

Both Dewey and Myron reminded me that life goes on despite the ups and downs. There is no one straight line of road like they had in Iowa. Instead, every things that come will eventually passed and just like Dewey, he only touched one person at a time. He does not do great things. He does not do big things. Just one small gesture, one at a time is more than enough.

Throughout the entire book, I dealt with death few times and each time confronting it was a painful ordeal. Every single death, is a reflection that life goes on; people come and go.

Yes. It is a worthy book to spend the hours ransacking the content.

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With an ending, it comes with a new beginning. Everything eventually will comes to an end. Hence, I have deleted the previous posts in this blog, along together with the mini-blog (Cross).

I’ll just keep this short and simple. I need a brand new start… just like the story of a cup fulled with water shall never able to contain anymore, as the cup is overflowing.

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