Accepting My Insanity
And so it was me against the world.
Insanity
Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results
I plead for contemporary insanity. To go against the grain, I must soon come to term with my insanity. The little crazy freak within me I shall embrace.
Like it or not, just like Roddy Doyle says “But look at all the other coaches, look at the world’s leaders, look at the world’s greatest authors—they’re all mad. Maradona just accepts his insanity; he loves it”. (source)
Being a mad man has it worth. Yesterday Monday was so blue. I could see smurfs everywhere. Might even mistaken them for Celcom blue bear. Either way, it makes me very feel blue. Emo-ish again. Taking my frustration with life (sum of all – job, people, relationship, family, etc) to another level, I ought to agree to a friend of mine nicknamed Crazy Panther that it is even better to swim with the fishes. I mean it literally. That’s why he took up diving instructor and went to hide in Redang Island.
At one point of time, everyone will eventually come to breakdown. The accumulated stress and tension is so much to be bearable one could only hope for an escape. So I told my mom that why not we go off for a holiday trip. She haven’t took any holiday for ages. A journey out from the country will be better still. Just that she had so much schedule piled up, she can only take a break next year.
Insanity
Last night I was watching the football match. World Cup round 16 Netherlands going against Slovakia, where the former scored 2-1 over the latter. My mind lingers while practicing my fingering of i and m, then later switching to m and a. I told myself that human is the only creature that is so negative. Deep down to the root. The more you interact with them, the social beings you get irked at their rational behavior.
Later the sandman took the better of me and I was lying there. Motionless. My mind begin its magic wondering beyond the realm. I had dreams. Dreams are far better. Only and if only we could live in a illogical space and time.
As we grow old, we have to face the harsh of reality. Life is never easy. Who say it is? Grown up have to deal with all these shits. Neither you nor I sign up for this. Since this is it, we are already f*cked up beyond comprehension. Life just screw the hell out of us. As the age goes up, we have yet to deal with it. Just deal with it. So what choice do I have but to enjoy the every minute of it. This is it.
Insanity 2
I don’t suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it.
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