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ButterC: eh u no need makan kah. later gastric only u know

Me: hahahaha

Me: wtf. wei. i am straight ok. i am straight.

ButterC: HAHAHHA. knn. limpek also straight

I stumbled upon an article or a story about obsession:-

Obsession

I understand this may be weird, but I don’t really care. I want my relationship to be obsessive. I don’t care if others see this as weird, or odd, they won’t be in my life, so their opinion doesn’t matter to me. “Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.” This holds true to everyone. To me, this would make anything secure.

There is a story about a couple who had obsession. It goes like this-

“The girl loved the boy so much, likewise, the boy loved the girl so much. The girl had few close friends, and her boyfriend. Her boyfriend, though, was all she truly wanted. Though, some days the girl would hang out with her friends, her boyfriend was always on her mind. She got upset whenever the boy hung out with another girl, or even when he texted another girl. They shared many things in common. They had countless smiles to share. While the girl lost some of her friends, she grew closer to her boyfriend. Because of this, they became closer and closer. Everything was perfect, except, one thing. The boy had a best girl friend to whom he could not let go of. No matter how upset his loved one got because of her, he just couldn’t. Many argument arose and after time, they broke up.”

You can view this as either the girl acting selfish, or the boy. If the boy had sacrificed his best friend for his girlfriend’s happiness, they would still be together. The boy knew the girl was obsessed. How many times she texted him, called him, thought about him, only wanted him, and only wanted him to have only her. He didn’t fully realize what he had with her, and what she offered until it was too late. The boy knew what he had done wrong. All the girl wanted was just for them to be together, just them. The boy couldn’t though, he was selfish and couldn’t sacrifice his best friend for his lover’s happiness. Time passed, and the boy knew that he had to have a relationship with obsession. He was only truly happy in that state. He knew what he wanted. That boy was me..

I realize now what mistake I made, and at what cost. You’ll either be in a relationship with obsession, or no obsession. With someone who will either fully emerge them self within you, and likewise, you with them, or they will not. That relationship could of grown, we could of been emerged fully, completely in bliss. But, I sacrificed that future for someone, instead of someone, for that future.

It doesn’t take much to get obsessed with someone. Like we do with a tv show, or a movie, or a song. It is actually that simple. You just have to commit yourself to them fully, and only want them, all the time, anytime, everywhere, anywhere.

One day, I hope to get into a status where my relationship is obsessive. I know from experience, it is truly bliss. Hopefully, though, the obsession will forever grow. This time, no one will stand in my way of the perfect future.

Reflecting on it….

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In the beginning I was thinking about ranting and complaining. As time goes by, I am mellow down. Doesn’t feel like raging any. Rather it is just a let out. It has to be to do with the driving experience in Kuala Lumpur.

Seriously speaking today I almost had twice the mishap. It’s almost. Every single farking time it is just at the edge of it. Whenever I look over at the driver, they aren’t talking or tweeting. They just don’t know how to drive. They drive like they own the road. Owning their farking road. When confronted the excuse were merely I also pay for the road tax. Hello?!! Everyone is paying also. Stop hogging the lane or thinking you are driving the farking Hummer and utilize both lanes. Damn it.

Anyway, the point is that the national car which can be bought at lower price enable almost everyone can drive. This is where the horror is. When any Tom, Dick and Harry driving, they aren’t actually drive. They just trying to make a statement that they exist.

There is one time I promised a friend that I will be joining them to club. However that night I doesn’t feel like going out so I told them that I will fetch them home instead since I stood them up. That night itself, it was drizzling when the friend called me. It was slightly after 3am. I dragged myself out of the bed and went to pick them up. One of them stayed all the way in the Bukit Rahman Putra which is quite a distance from Phuture.

She wasn’t that happy when I went out to pick up the friends. If you can do friends the favor, you would do right? Wouldn’t you? I recalled that she once said why of all the person on earth they would call me. I told her simple. I’ve promise to help and it was freaking 3AM in the morning. Raining and after all, you don’t want to leave them out there alone right?

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I was in the office when I decided to making fool of myself. I headed to VJ's cubicle and his TGIF begins...

Me: eh VJ don't ask me go play far far. You should tell me to go tocheng* far far
VJ: so you already tocheng far far and come out already?
Me: you know what is the meaning of tocheng? Then what language is it? Bahasa or what?

VJ decided to keep silence because at that particular time, the surrounding was the ladies in his department. When the admin from other department walked towards his cubicle, I decided to bring the next question out.

Me: So if you know about tocheng, how about kongket*? What language it originate from?

VJ was totally embarrassed with my question. I had that laughter and the rest of the colleagues look at both of us. It was classic.

*tocheng = masturbation
*kongket = sexual intercourse

sothenshe:

“I see us as a couple. You don’t see it at all.” 

(pic via saint-jimmy)

An ex-colleague’s grandmother passed away. She informed me and I attended the funeral. Not the procession but just the prayer service a night before.

I don’t know about anyone but I attended because of respect. I respect the dead. And furthermore the dead was related to my friends.

I read somewhere on the internet saying that the luck will bestow the family members when they got more people attended the funeral procession.

Another buddy of mine, his father-in-law passed away yesterday morning. Maybe tonight I need to go to pay last respect.

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Nothing can go wrong with sugary stuff. So the cupcakes @ Wondermilk was just so good to be true. It’s a bliss to able to enjoy the tranquility of the place with the rain hitting on the pavement outside the shop.

Looking back, it has been weeks since I really go hang out with friends. Glad to have friends like them around *hugs*

You all know who you guys are.

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My gosh, these people they know better on almost everything. Seriously, I’m sure you do. Those people that keep poking their nose into your life. The kind that comes, “you know, you ought to this… and you should be doing this….” kind of person.

Dealing with this “they know better” of person sometimes really can get into your nerves. Serious I mean like why on earth do you think you are?

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Him : After getting through with such relationship, I finally able to understand what I want
Aie : What?
Him : A maid. Not a GF
Aie : Hahaha
Him : Yes. A maid who can do errands. And cook too!
Aie : Go order online.
Him : www.chinadoll.com?

Alcohol is a very necessary article … It makes life bearable to millions of people who could not endure their existence if they were quite sober. It enables Parliament to do things at eleven at night that no sane person would do at eleven in the morning.

- George Bernard Shaw

Indeed, sometimes we tend to like to indulge ourselves with alcohol. To get over the fact that life can be challenging at times. The trials. The tribulations. So who’s up for a Saturday Night session tomorrow?

For that particular reason, a friend need to have the alcohol-influenced beauty that night. He needs to have “beauty in the eyes of the beer holder”

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