Month of April
Since the late March and venturing into month of April, it was a month of ups and down. It was the month of transition for me. Looking back, the entire month proved to be a trial month.
First of all, the entire April was spend on the RFP ((Request for Proposal)) on a project. Keep doing resubmission which costs me few night in the office. Hopefully by coming Thursda, the result will be out. Be it win or lose. Just end the whole damned thing. Waste my time and stuff. If I win the deal, then it has to be a Pyrrhic victory.
Secondly, I acted as a "pelampung" or known as life floats for the month of March. My role ended in April. And it ended without rhyme or reason. Just ends there. To me, it doesn't matter. Coz I always hold up to my sayings "True friends are the one who walk in when everyone walks out". That's my saving grace. I don't mind being a life floats. I don't mind being taken advantage of. That's me. Pure Dale. But then, April 4th was a red letter day. Thank you for the experience, despite I was fall from grace.
They say I was down in the mouth. No. Not at all.Just that after that I need time for recovery. And it took me donkey's year. Finally I am able to accept things happened for a reason. It happened during the blessed Easter. Thank for God that I have friends and family. Especially the bloggers friends. They are not liars, and does not spread lies. They are friendly. Friends in needs are friends indeed. 
That's why I was glad that he invited me to be his supporter.
I lived a charmed life. Everytime during my examination in school and college, I had help. So, I believe the month of April also I am blessed too. Blessed with great things in life. 
In spite of that I need to be in throes of heartache. I need to reminds myself that it never rains but pours. Hence I need to go with the flow.
With the bloggers keep me occupied with the endless meetings and yumchar session, it helps to clear away the cobwebs. Being around Wingz, Kenny, Shiryen, Huei, Penny, Golfnicks, Kidchan and others actually helped me a lot, to go through hell, the month of April. Fatigue. Tired. Restless.
Being drunk as a lord, I manage to blog this post with total number of 12 number of idioms. Thanks to my Dutch Courage, of having a 2003 Ruby Cabernet Merlot all by myself. Nite!
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