My Inner 53th

Often I tell myself that I have dual personalities. Even at times when I did my personality test from the Personality Plus, I find myself having the most distinct personality split between the Popular Sanguine and the Perfect Melancholy. Once a while when I redo the test, I either score slightly higher between these two. In the past two years when I did the test again, the facilitator tells me that these two are opposite of one and another.

 My Inner 53th

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Hence I develop a theory that I might wear two different hats at different occasion or each personality will reveal themselves based on the situation I am. It is for me to fit it in? I don’t know. I have no answer for myself. When I talked to a friend this evening, I told her one of my wishes which was to take a psychology course back then. Unfortunately there wasn’t such courses offered in the TAR College. I ended up with computer course. No complaining but yet it was one of my favorite subject.

Indeed it did cross over my mind to pursuing again for a double degree. Last I check that Open University was offering it for postgraduate. Which I did think of doing it at extra time or when I making enough money. Now I realized it was one of my favorite subject in college. It was one of the liberal arts that was compulsory to take for one semester.

Nonetheless, when I felt depressed I would think that it was my inner desire churning out. Trying to rebel against the current of life that I settled down with. I know it is a sign of my inner desire telling me that this isn’t what I want in my life. I called this desire my Inner 53th. My alter ego perhaps?

I want something else to get me through this…

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