sentimental me
Tomorrow when the clock strike 6.15am I will be leaving for Cameron Highlands with CK and two more friends. I don’t seems to be excited at all. In fact, I am lazy to go anywhere but it is better to go out for a trip rather than stay confined inside the house, in solitary.
Of course it has to depend on the company that you are going along with. Not to say that CK and the rest are bad but rather I personally have different feelings to go about it. I am a little bit of feeling mellow lately but I will not spoil their trip by being the only one that being grumpy. After all, it was out of courtesy CK invited me along for his Cameron trip. Thus I am glad to have him around to cheer me up. Now, that’s what friends are for.
I guess I will bring a book or maybe two along this trip. Should be taking some photos during the trip. I’ve borrowed a camera from my buddy, Tony. Hope that I can do some nice shots since it has been a while I indulged in photo shooting. Ever since the birth of digital camera, I ended up leave it for the others to do the shooting since most of my friends got digital camera except me of course. I still rely on my good old camera – yes! the one with film.
Last night I never felt that blue, that I ended up ransacking my store to look for my security blanket. It has been around for the past 26 years and it won’t go anywhere soon. Call me sissy or what.. but I am being sentimental over here. It has been few years since I last took him out for a talk. He was my comforter for my growing up years. In fact, I ended up with my security blanket each time I quarreled with my parents or feeling sad.
I called him “the red blanket” because he suppose to be red in color. If I was so emo to that extend that I needed my childhood friend – the red blanket, then the reason for me being emo is very serious. I came to realize that this morning. This is due to the fact that my red blanket has been kept away for a very long long time. It brings back memories and reminds me the nights I filled the red blanket with tears.
Contemplating I am for the emotions that runs through me now. Mixed feelings. That is definite. Feels like a fish in a troubled water now.
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