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stupid little things

August 4th, 2009

In the opposite of smart, I ought to do a lot of stupid little things.

Like this post. It is just feel like an obligatory update post where most of my drafted posts ended up in the draft box. I still do not able to sit down and complete all those. Thanks to the distraction of the Internet. It just seem empty and if it is empty, it does not look consistence.

Over the past few weeks, I have been busy and well quite many things happened. It got me thinking about making changes in life. As in drastic changes. Like the kind where you just drop everything and make a brand new move in life. Just like a friend of mine decided to say good bye to the hectic life of Kuala Lumpur and ended up as a diving instructor in the Redang Island.

Being prided myself for a lot of things, somehow the pride just get carried away. I myself ended up taking things for granted. A hell lot of things if you would asked me. This is extremely bad and I need to find a way to deal with it. Now at this point of life, although the pressure was not directly to me but yes seriously I do feel it. Perhaps it is the change of mindset as I grew older. Counting the days before I reach 2 years plus a quarter is just one and a half month away. Speaking about it, it also reminds me that of my current employment which going to its 4 years by early September. Woooowww time really flies. This is the longest employment I had since my graduation back in 2004.

I had done so many stupid little things in my life. It is so hard for me to put it over. This blog is too well know as it is attached to me apart from the old blog – hizecool.com. I have been thinking starting a secret one but it is too tiring to managing a bit from the current ones.

With the failure to launch to Bangkok due to the H1N1 matters back in May, I had my mishap that night and this send my Siti into the workshop for 1 month. Since I got her back, she still getting cranky every time I pull her over to the right. Guess that was the sign of her injury which will never completely healed.

Speaking about as of the time management, I do not even know where to begin. So much to my dismay that I decided not to do anything about it but to sit it through. With my own involvement in the web, the strings, the frames and the one who pays you monthly income, it seems that I had to really learn to manage these matters. Time has never been enough and still getting the pages to be done. By now it should have amounted to more than 10 titles.

I lost track of my thought again….already :\

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somehow it feels

June 5th, 2009

when you walked the lonely road

when you know that the road ahead was not easy

when you realized that the support was not going to be on your side

when you feels that the odds not against you, just timing

when you sees the cheerleaders cheer for the opposition

then you feels

you felt it

the piercing cold blunt knife

cutting through the flesh and blood

of the beating muscle

the heart.

Then the tears

brimming at the side

slowly leaving its strolling down the cheek

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after the rain

May 7th, 2009

公路在荒漠无尽的延伸
车窗内你我聊起彼此人生
像一生只见一次的缘份
最难忘陌生人搭载的热忱
渐渐放晴的天空
旅行的寂寞
独自在异乡生活
没有爱多么难走
雨后看见彩虹
像你见我挥手
立刻为我停泊解忧
雨后看见彩虹
在落单的时候
朋友多么暖人心窝
回忆里你陪我一程
这份情我永远留我心中
雨后看见彩虹
不知何时还能重逢
雨后出现彩虹
总会看见你的笑容

乌云来了,星星走了,尽管我是多么不舍
没有什么是停止的,曾经热络在失去联络
告别就是成长的第一课
一个人等雨后的彩虹,又象洒脱又寂寞,不确定喜欢自由
一个人熬过像苏醒了,淋过雨滴的心头,有种子又发芽了~
这种子,让心暖和
冬天来了,秋天走了
思念不再风吹时飘了,能够死心就是种解脱
犹豫不绝,去留都折磨
放弃才是坚强的第一课

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good nite stuff

May 7th, 2009

我的眼泪在颤抖但我确定是爱你的, 别管街上的人怎么说
当你停在马路中央吻着我, 故事突然之间改变了红灯没有阻止我闯祸
你和她最后究竟怎么了总有人恋爱不看星座, 危险我不想追究用爱解脱

也许当我拥抱这个快乐了, 结果就注定会寂寞了
希望绝望的复杂的心情背后, 有许多眼泪要说
当我决定让你吻我了, 并不表示我是你的了
爱你只是一个实验, 看你多会表演, 反正我还陷在爱你里面

我的眼泪在颤抖, 但我现在是爱你的
当你吻着我马路中好多人面前, 不是谁都能做的

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play this chord

May 7th, 2009

終於 – 周華健
曲︰劉志宏
詞︰劉思銘
編︰JENNY CHIN/MAC CHEW

*終於把自己 逼到這個地步
再無力反覆 反正退也無路
所有的說服 已於事無補
只剩愛與不愛 你卻遲遲說不出

#面對了現實 忍不住了痛楚
愛上一個人 愛得走投無路
你自責的痛 你兩難的苦
愛到情無反顧 我反而看的清楚

+曾經相伴要走 要走天涯的路
一生一世承擔 承擔彼此的苦
愛就愛了全部 斷要斷得清楚
愛不了的寬恕 夢不到的幸福
終於也 走到結束

重唱 #,+,+,*

I have been looking for this song which slipped my mind. I remembered this song because it was so melancholic. In fact, I just realized the meaning of the lyrics. I love the tone and the emotion expressed by Emil back then.

Looking back it was a more than 10 years song. Ehm… good to say why I like this song partly was back then I heard that Emil was really stripped naked to shoot the MV. He was so committed and dedicated. He really shoot the scene in the bathroom with his birthday suit.

I just being emo and it felt good that there is always something in the blogosphere for you to channel it out. Maybe later wait for it to come back to haunt you.

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insert note here

May 7th, 2009

妳知道嗎 聽妳說話
我只需要聽妳說話
在妳的聲音中
安全的讓我害怕

這是一個 快樂的警告
警告我別想逃
這個特別的時刻 判斷 絕不會是妳想要

妳的溫柔 包圍我
而我像個沒人愛的傻瓜
妳的影子 巨大 像句喧囂的髒話

在一片歡樂的景象之中 我卻覺得勉強
在離別的前夕 找不憂傷的台階下

妳承認吧!妳也想要體驗英雄般的誇張悲壯
來不及為妳歌唱,妳瀟灑而昂揚

在一片荒涼的景象之中 我卻覺得晴朗
讓我為妳飛翔 在妳殘破的天空之上
讓我為妳飛翔 在妳殘破的天空之上

讓我聽妳說話 給我肩並肩的擁

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