that of life is not just about you and me. There are compromising of the other beings. So you decided to move on. There are global issues to take care about. Much bigger and wider picture like child abuse, child trafficking and prostitution. Stuff that not just you and I alone.

Just when you think you have set the mindset clear. As crystal clear as it can be. When we think that way, life hit you with the most unimaginable. It was way beyond my comprehension. Behold!

When you think that life can be so good, even singlehood. Even being alone, single is good enough. That I can survive alone. Without someone.

So I used to think that way until …

someone knocking on my window pane
someone plucking the string of the cello
someone wishes you good night
someone remind you of your meals
someone being angry at you for small thing

and when you had that someone, it is just good enough not to have the whole world but that someone.

Cello

then just when there is someone…

who is opening the door to home
who is playing your favorite song
who is going to wishes you good morning
who is dining with you
who forgive of your everything

you ended with nothing but no one.

“v realy break dy”

This is the message I saw this morning. I received as early of seven something. If it was me last time, I would be very excited and called her up. First thing I need to know was how I can be of help to assist her in solving the matter. Not me. Not today.

I was no longer a little over bothered by this matter. Even though I knew that I should be responsible about it. Not that really I was the third party but …

on the other hand, there won’t be any more ice at the North Pole this year. North Pole is melting.