the drama king
Sitting here alone in the midst of the breeze cooling night, with occasionally listening to the ah beng in their “wiralution” breaking the silence of the night.
With the century old Jacky Cheung cd playing as background, I am wondering about the movie I just watched not long ago. It was the Get Smart starring Steve Carell and Anne Hathaway. It is just a DVD I took from Ivan when I dropped by his house this evening.
I have been sleeping the whole evening and wake up with something worth mentioning. I think the dream had its hidden message. I cannot even recall what I am dreaming of but rather a message pretty obvious inside my head.
Jotted it down in a notepad, it reflecting on the William Shakespeare famous sayings,” Life is nothing but a stage. And we are all actors in it” Hence, it is okay to be a drama queen or drama king. Sometimes when we choose the path of our choice, there is no right or wrong. I always there to believe that the moment we make that choice, it ought to be the best option we have at that particular moment. That spilt second thing. Of course when we looked back and to ponder that matters again, we might one asked ourselves why we decided on it back then. Often, we tend to forget that particular moments there were various factors or shall I say variables that constraints our choice making options.
So if I were to walk down the path of lesser, it should be the best option I ever had. Being it a drama king or just plain ol Joe, I would say it is for the best. We only lived once. If my own personal life is not that dramatic and entertaining as I wanted it to be, then there shall be no more reason I keep looking forward for the next sunrise. I shall not want to be part of this life. Neither had I wanted to life to see another day. If I ever to look it that morbidly, it should because I lost focus.
On the other hand, I am grateful that Tad came to my blog and commented on the post “making one counts” as I learned from him that it is crucial to make a lasting contribution. How did I make a lasting contribution? I have yet decided but I shall let those that know me to say something about it at my funeral. I am pretty sure that these people I cherished over my life will make a beeline to get their fair of chance to talk about it.
While having enough of procrastinating and pondering over the issue here, it is very important for me to get my ass to work on the upcoming tender submission. Tomorrow will be a very hectic day for me.
As this post reaching its own ending, I would like to end it with a simple closure.
When I begin to understand the role I am playing, I know that there is no NG and only take one. Play it with great pride and no regret. An actor whom had the script knows the ending and what is coming ahead. It is a challenge and always bear in mind that the role has impact on something greater and significant.
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